My dearest where are you? I cant help but wonder are you lost and lonely? Does sorrow cloud your heart? Do you miss me? I thought I saw you the other day but it was only my mind playing tricks or maybe just my heart trying to recall. I often wonder if you long for me as I do to you, is that even possible? Oh, I hope so. I can remember the way your hair shone in the sunlight and when the breeze would blow through it, how you scent seemed to linger in the air like vanilla. Are you in love with another? Oh how you torment me and how I love you for it. Oh love where are you? Do you need me? If I do not see you soon I will know you are gone. I will wish you luck and go on my way. Praying still that you need me too. Forever my love.
I can recall this:
“Do you love me?”
She smiled, “Yes.”
“Do you want me to be Happy?”
“Of course, I do.”
Without the past there could not be the present, and I wish too, so much that a miracle could happen, but this must be part of Lord’s plan, sending you to me, to be my angel. I’ll remember and cherish every moment we have together. Despite the tears, I started laughing the kind I hadn’t done a long time. What a memory that was, our firsts of sort.
